11/20/2017

I have heard from the friend I was worried about.

First of all I am very relieved and thankful that he is OK. 

But his vague explanation is both insulting and hurtful.

When you say, "I am just trying to get my shit together and live a cleaner life."

That's great! That's wonderful.

But speaking as a friend that was ignored and left to wonder what the hell was going on, it is very hurtful and insulting.

And to be honest downright cowardly.

Basically my friendship and concern is toxic to your life?

I believe the only reason I was finally contacted was because I let it be known on here and as well as in a text I was going to take a trip and find out if he was OK in person.

I am hurt. I am confused.

And I am angry.